It's 5am and I can't sleep. There's too much on my mind. Friends who are hurting, the future, the present, the job search that's been going on a year now, finding the right girl, school, family issues. It's nights like these that I wish I could just go out and take care of this stuff right now. Usually it helps to just sit on the porch and smoke a cigar while thinking of what I can do to accomplish what I want. Not tonight. This will be one that I just have to endure and hope that I get some semblance of sleep before I begin the next day.
College I just have to keep on trekking through and get done finally. If I could get a job though, I would worry less about the present and future, I would be able to help my hurting friends without having to worry about money, I could focus on finding the woman I'm going to spend the rest of my life with, and I could solve some family issues. Luckily, friends and music help take my mind off these things, even if temporarily.
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